Ashleigh (ashleighc32) wrote,
Ashleigh
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dear jonathan peebles. i am thankful for you

I don't know. We sure have been fighting a lot.
But then I heard the sound that I love the most
Over the phone while we were playing backgammon on msn
And he was watching his favorite movie.
He laughed.
I smiled.
And I wished he had been here so I could see him.
I'd do anything to just hear him laugh again
But I'm not one to force it on him.
He'll do it when he's ready to be happy
I hope he's lifting up again.
I loved the way his face looked those days I was with him
And all he did was smile and laugh and hold my hand
I wish he was here right now
I wish we had never faught.
Sometimes I will I could just take back everything
Because honestly I'm willing to sacrifice and compromise
So long as we never fight again.
I'm so deeply in this for him

But I'm telling you... it was his laugh that saved me today
I just wish I could have seen his smile.


Lately I'm alright
and lately I'm not scared
I've figured out,
that what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air.
I don't need to know right now
all I know is I believe
in the very thing that got us here
and now I can't leave.

Say anything, but say what you mean,
cause I'm caught in suspension.

Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
and I'll beg for nothing more.
I'll plan all day and drive all night
you'll love what's in store.
I can't seem to stop this now
even if it's not so clear,
and I'll take what I can get.
If you want me here (If you want me here)

Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
your eyes tell the same.
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe.

We begin, breathe in.
Here's our chance to go for something.
So this is where we win, and take the game.
No blame. There's a neon light inside that shines.
And tearing down the walls in the way.

I think that we've got what it takes to get this heart start beating again.
So take it all the way.

It's cold inside, but deep in the night.
The light is bright enough to save the weakest ones but you're in the running
Oh don't you give up, or fade away.

Cause, I'm on the brink of something beautiful
and I want to sing about it,
but I don't know where to begin.
Write it in a letter,
but the words don't come out right.
Trying to explain how no one can do me like.
You don't understand how helpless I can get
Since the day that we met.
Oh can you feel it yet?

It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied. Oh...

I could feel something different for the first time
Heaven made sense and all the words rhymed.
No chance of stopping now. I'm taking it all.
And now I'm caught in the air, its a good glide.
Pass it up, wouldn't dare what a wild ride.
I remember being ready and waiting to fall
just like I did tonight.

Spinning around and around
Until my left was my right and up became down.
With just one look you knocked me off of my feet.
So unable to speak. Oh how you made me weak.
Though it was a while ago, I still can recall.
That moment so ready, and waiting to fall.
Can you take me back in time
remembering when you captured my heart?
Over and over again.

It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied. Oh...

I could feel something different for the first time
Heaven made sense and all the words rhymed.
No chance of stopping now. I'm taking it all.
And now I'm caught in the air, its a good glide.
Pass it up,wouldn't dare what a wild ride.
I remember being ready and waiting to fall
just like I did tonight.
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